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uld be stage fright too.”"Humph, I wouldn't," Li Yuanyuan said.Chen Xue-ru just glanced at the several women beside her, said nothing, and focused intently on the performance area."Chen Xiuli said, 'D...She is so foolish.
Asking such questions will only make yourself embarrassed. 。Kaka wasn't really so heartless. He didn't want to hurt Fang Jiaqi, but he didn't want to give her any hope either. He always thought that Fang Jiaqi understood, that she had once loved deeply and should understand his feelings. 。This life, it was his fault to owe Fang Jiaqi. If back then he wasn't inexperienced, if he wasn't running around for Chu Chu, perhaps Fang Jiaqi would now be a mother and have a very happy family. 。It was his misdirection that ruined Fang Jiaqi's life. 。Back then, he simulated the original situation. If ChuChu hadn't gotten into trouble, with him commanding, there would have been a way to escape and they wouldn't have died in vain. But at the time, he wasn't there, only able to contact them by phone. He saw something on the dark wall that they didn't notice. If he had been there, they could have escaped. 。This was Kaka's first and only time failing in the First Terrorist Organization. 。It was also a regret in his life. 。For over a decade, he has given Fang Jiaqi everything she desired. He fulfilled all her wishes. 。 But I didn't expect her to take the play seriously. 。He wasn't oblivious to Fang Jiaqi's feelings. He had noticed them, and so over the past two years, he gradually distanced himself from her. His words and actions became more cautious, giving her no room for expectation. He also made it clear that there was someone else in his heart, extinguishing Fang Jiaqi's hopes. 。He thought Fang Jiaqi was a smart woman, she should understand 。It seems he was mistaken. 。"Jiaqi, it seems we can't continue. 。" Kaka said, if he hadn't brought it up, perhaps they could have pretended nothing had happened. But since he had brought it up, there was no need to continue pretending. 。The Goddess dreamed, the King had no heart. 。
Fang Jiaqi's face changed, "You... are you going to break up with me"
"Break up" Kaka chuckled and looked at Fang Jiaqi, "Jiaqi, between us, we don't need this word, do we From the beginning, I told you clearly that I wouldn't fall in love with you. If you don't want to anymore, you can stop at any time, and I won't blame you..."
If they weren't doing well, how could it be called a breakup 。Fang Jiaqi sat in silence, her face filled with sorrow. Kaka walked over and placed his hand on her head, gently stroking it, "Jiaqi, I truly care for you. In this life, the people I owe the most are you and Wu Shuang. I can't repay Wu Shuang, but I hope I can repay you, give you happiness." 。Maybe I was too impulsive back then and didn't think it through before dragging you into this. 。"I never thought things would turn out like this..."
"Are you accusing me of being fickle and changing my affections" Fang Jiaqi asked coldly. 。He didn't expect it He didn't expect her to fall in love with him. He thought she would only ever love the one who was gone There's no denying, she did love, but that person was dead, and she also wanted a chance at happiness. 。"I don't mean that" 。Kaka explained, “You and I are both rational people, our personalities are too similar. At first, I thought that even if it was a pretense, you wouldn't really do it, especially since you love Ah Fei so much.” 。"He paused for a moment, then continued, "You're still young and talented. Leaving me, perhaps you could have another world, and you would live a good life. I hope you will be happy, truly happy. That way, my guilt would lessen somewhat." 。That year's events, no one blamed him, but he kept blaming himself. 。"If I wanted to marry you" "Impossible" 。"Kaka said, 'If you didn't make it clear, maybe I would consider it. Since you made it clear, then it's best not to. It's a waste of your time.'" 。He didn't want to owe Fang Jiaqi anymore. 。"As for my feelings, I've never owed you anything, Jiaqi. The only thing I owe you is Fei. I can't give you a living him back, nor can I give you a happy family. But in terms of love, I have no regrets." 。" Kaka said, this he has always been very clear," 。Fang Jiaqi was stunned. She knew, she knew Kaka was telling the truth. Because it was the truth, it hurt so much. It really hurt. Why did the man she loved have such a cruel heart 。He loved Wu Shuang. If it wasn't for loving Wu Shuang, he should have been moved by her all these years. 。She is so well-qualified and has a certain charm about her. It's not hard for Kaka to be moved by her. 。But, she was late. 。In terms of relationships, he was late to the game compared to Wu Shuang. 。The dazzling woman had taken all his love. 。He didn't have a single thing to give her, not even an ounce of pity. 。"I'm tired, let's talk about this later." 。"Fang Jiaqi said softly, ignoring Kaka's obstruction, and quickly walked out of the bedroom. She didn't want to end things with Kaka," 。She has been acting for over ten years, and she is accustomed to this stage. 。She was accustomed to the audience under this stage, accustomed to the people on stage opposite her, accustomed to the applause under the stage. She cherished this stage and could no longer recover her past self. 。How sorrowful is life. 。Kaka frowned, not forcing Fang Jiaqi. The stone in his heart finally fell to the ground. In fact, since he noticed Fang Jiaqi's feelings, he had thought about breaking up with her. 。Ke Fangjiaqi was also a smart woman. She saw Kaka's intentions, so she would rather pretend not to know and hide her feelings very well, so that he couldn't see through them. He really owed her too much, so he didn't want to hurt her either. 。I always want to talk to her, so she won't get deeper and deeper into this, but I never get the chance. 。It's Fang Jiaqi who didn't give him a chance. Even now, things have come to this, she is unwilling to face it, and doesn't want to make a clean break with him. 。If only that hadn't happened that year. 。It's not like that anymore. 。Lying tiredly in bed, Kaka's heart felt heavy. His conversation with Fang Jiaqi had stirred up the pain in his heart again. This was a wound he had suffered for many years and rarely thought about anymore. Today, it was brought back to him, bleeding fresh like a reminder of his mistakes from the past. 。Because of this negligence and dereliction of duty, everything he was responsible for afterward was done personally, fearing a repeat of the past. 。The fact that the first terrorist organization had such a big incident didn't make him feel tired at all. 。Suddenly, I really want to talk to Wushuang. 。He took out his phone and called Wushuang, but Wushuang's phone was switched off. 。He raised an eyebrow. Her phone had been destroyed when she was in London, and the First Terrorist Organization had given her a new one afterwards. She rarely switched it off unless she was on a mission. 。Maybe he's busy. 。For so many years, he's called her countless times, and there have been a few instances where she happened to be off duty, always busy on missions. 。Whenever her phone received a call alert, she would always answer his call. 。ing. The joy in her eyes was evident to anyone who saw her, resembling a woman deeply in love, beautiful and captivating. 。Kaká silently stroked her long hair, words stuck in her throat. 。 Fei Mo, alo...