Chapter 1413 A Lifetime of Guilt

think Luo Zhenghao is a pretty good guy, he definitely likes you. 。"Qin Jingyi recommended Luo Zhenghao, although she wasn't particularly comfortable inside and even felt guilty towards Qiao Shunche...But you need to be mentally prepared, even if you and Joe resolve your misunderstandings, you might still break up. After all, after going through so much, the distance between you two has already grown. 。Even if you're not together, you have to accept the reality. When that time comes, we'll all help you get custody, and then you and your child can start over. 。Tang Dani had to give an early warning, fearing that if something unexpected happened, it would strike Qin Jingwen once again. 。"Yes, you need to be mentally prepared" 。Now misunderstandings are easily spoken, and Qiao Shunchen would not possibly make things difficult for you. 。The worst outcome is that you and your child are together, but it doesn't affect the happiness of your family of three. 。" Xue Yao was certain that Qiao Shunchen wouldn't make things difficult for Qin Jingwen. As long as Qiao Shunchen didn't keep making things hard for her, Qin Jingwen's life would be bright. " 。"And besides, please don't speak of someone like that again. Even if there was no Qiao Shunchen, even if Qin Jingyi were part of the Qiao family, you still have us." 。We can be more than just best friends, we can be like sisters. 。 Xue Yao and Tang Dani probably can't feel Qin Jingwen's feelings the way ordinary people do. They have long surpassed the boundaries of girlfriends and even good friends. 。Okay, I remember. With you guys here, I definitely won't make any stupid mistakes. 。With such a friendship, she wouldn't understand this feeling even if she did something foolish in her next life. 。"I'll think it over carefully. No matter what happens between Qiao Shunchen and me in the future, as long as the child is with me, I still have the motivation to keep going." 。" Actually, Qin Jingwen's internal injuries haven't recovered yet, and her emotional changes couldn't happen this quickly. 。She is still negative and unable to face everything. 。She just couldn't bring herself to tell them, afraid of worrying her friends. She already felt so guilty and didn't know how to make amends. 。"As long as you have this determination, we can't replace what you need to face. All we can do is stand behind you and cheer you on." 。With Qin Jingwen’s attitude, Tang Danni’s heart relaxed a bit. 。"...but I don't understand why Qiao Shunchen hasn't arrived yet." 。"It's great to have you guys around." 。Qin Jingwen's heart was warm and she felt the sunshine even without Qiao Shunchen's company. This is happiness too. 。Xue Yao and Tang Danni stayed with Qin Jingwen at the hospital all night. While she still had nightmares, their frequency was noticeably reduced, and her sleep quality significantly improved. 。The important thing is that she's not running a fever, that's a good start. 。Qin Jingwen woke up at nine o'clock in the morning. At this time, Tang Danni and Xue Yao had already gone home. Qin Lan and Qin Jingyi were still in the hospital. 。"Wen Wen, you're awake. Are you feeling alright"Qin Lan asked softly, her eyes filled with unconcealable guilt. 。"No, I'm fine." 。"Aunt, I'm sorry I worried you." 。This was the first time she had faced her aunt after learning the truth. Seeing her aunt, she thought of her parents and how she had become an orphan. 。"Silly child, it was your aunt's fault. Your aunt made you take on responsibilities that shouldn't have been yours." 。“ I’m sorry, Auntie. I’m sorry to you, I’m sorry to your parents ” 。Qin Lan's heart had already shattered. When Qin Jingwen said sorry, she couldn't hold back her tears and cried like rain. She hugged Qin Jingwen tightly, sobbing uncontrollably. 。"No, Auntie, don't say that like that" 。Qin Jingwen's heart was already aching, and when her aunt cried, she couldn't help but sob along with her. 。"Your parents raised my child well, and I hurt their child." 。It shouldn't be you jumping from a building, it should be your aunt. 。"

Qin Lan painfully repented, Qin Jingwen jumped off the building and was rescued, and she still had a chance to speak. If Qin Jingwen disappeared from this world, she wouldn't be able to live either >>> 。"Don't say that to your aunt, you are not wrong, she is also a victim." 。“ Deeply loved Qin Jingwen understood her aunt the most. They were not wrong, they just didn't grasp the measure of love and couldn't hold back their hearts. 。The uncle and nephew were both crying in each other's arms, tears streaming down their faces. Qin Jingyi, on the side, although she had not spoken, was clearly heartbroken along with her sister, shedding tears silently as well. 。"Sister, don't cry" 。Your body hasn't recovered yet, crying all the time will make you faint. 。Qin Jingyi walked to her sister's side, hugging her shoulder and comforting her. 。"Sister, no matter who my mother is, or what my last name is, I am your biological sister." 。You are not alone, you are not an orphan, the road ahead is still ours together, and you will still be taking care of me. 。For so many years, Qin Jingyi's greatest fear has been losing her sister. 。Although she had many more relatives now that her true identity was known, her sister was still the person she cared about most. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't say anything at the moment, she just transferred from her aunt's embrace to her younger sister's. 。Weeping continued, but I was also moved by Qin Jingyi's words. 。But that loneliness hadn't been erased. 。"No more crying, Wenwen isn't crying anymore" 。Such things will never happen again. 。“Qin Lan was comforting her, still feeling guilty.” 。This feeling of guilt towards Qin Jingwen may exist for a lifetime. 。Under her aunt and Jingyi's comfort, Qin Jingwen finally eased her emotions, her tears gradually stopping. 。"Jing Yi, don't resent your aunt, and don't hate her for not growing up with you" 。As soon as she stopped crying, Qin Jingwen began to persuade Qin Jingyi. 。"Sister, let's talk about these things later. You should focus on recovering." 。“

Qin Jingyi was avoiding this question. She wasn't ready yet, and didn't know what capacity she would continue to interact with her aunt in.

“Avoiding doesn’t solve the problem, your sister told you that right” 。"

As someone who has watched Qin Jingyi grow up, how could Qin Jingwen not see that her younger sister was avoiding this topic

However, since things were so clear, Qin Jingwen thought it was better to say it sooner rather than later, after all, Auntie and Uncle Qiao had been waiting for half their lives. 。"Jìngyí, you've never been in love, so you don't understand the helplessness and selfless giving in love." 。Because your Aunt loved Uncle Qiao so much, she decided to have you. 。Because I love you and want to give you a complete home, I left you with your parents. 。"She just asked you, after all these years, aren't you very happy"Qin Jingyi tried to persuade her for a few sentences, trying to get Qin Jingyi to accept her aunt and Uncle Qiao sooner, but there was nothing anyone could change the fact. 。"I'm so happy, I'm happier than all the children." 。" That's a very heartwarming response from Qin Jingyi. " 。Even after her parents were gone, her older sister still made sure she didn't lose the feeling of happiness and love, just like her parents did. 。"If you follow a single aunt, won't you miss out on the feeling of complete happiness" Qin Jingwen continued to probe. 。"Well, " 。Qin Jingyi thought about it, and indeed, as her sister said 。At that time, the Jo family's attitude was very firm, even knowing that with her existence they probably wouldn't accept it. 。Even if she accepted, they would take her to the Qiao family to raise her, and wouldn't give her a complete home. 。Without a complete family, without loving parents who cherish her, how could there be twenty years of happiness 。"That's right, that's why your aunt left you with your parents." 。You indeed concealed the facts, yet you have enjoyed two decades of happiness. 。"If your parents hadn't left, if this had never happened, you would have been happy for your whole life." 。"

“Just understand, Auntie and Uncle Joe are so old" 。Give them a chance to love you, give them a chance to be parents, and give them a chance to love each other. 。Qin Jingwen's ultimate goal was to get Qin Jingyi integrated into the Qiao family, making her support Uncle Qiao and Aunt Qiao in rekindling their relationship, and allowing her to continue happily as their daughter. 。"Sister, although I haven't been in love, I understand the helplessness of love. 。I... I don't object to them continuing to love each other, but I can't accept the change in status for now. 。Give me some time, I'll do my best. 。Although Qin Jingyi didn't want to accept it, she couldn't refuse her sister's sincere persuasion. 。But she really couldn't sacrifice herself for her parents' love as their daughter. In her subconscious, her parents were still those parents who had already passed away. 。Okay, sister, take your time. 。“Such a result has already made Qin Jingwen very pleased. ” 。As long as Qin Jingyi doesn't object, she will gradually integrate and change over time. 。“You don’t have to worry about my affairs, I am not with Qiao Liang, and I will continue to live with you.” 。"My foolish actions have already caused you pain and hurt. 。I cannot continue to hurt you with this. 。" We are still proceeding as planned, the case will end soon, Wenwen's body is also recovering, and when the time comes we will leave here together " 。“ Qin Jingyi had loosened up, but Qin Lan didn't want to accept their concession. She didn't want her own affairs to affect anyone. 。"Auntie, if you want to put it that way, then the pain that Jing Yi and I are going through is not worth mentioning, it doesn't even matter. " 。We've done so much, including me choosing to jump to end all this, isn't it just to hope for your happy second half of life 。“

Qin Jingwen began to persuade her aunt again, pleadingly. ” 。She knew very well her aunt's feelings for Uncle Joe, and she really hoped they could be happy together. 。"Auntie, you've been running away for twenty years, wasting your youth." 。

Whatever the outcome may be, we still have to face it. We've reunited after all.

"This is fate between you and Uncle Joe, you can't escape it. You can't back out for any reason. " 。This time, lay bare your hearts, dissect them, communicate thoroughly, give each other a chance, and find a solid foundation for future happiness. 。Qin Jingwen spared no effort for everyone, and to her aunt, she must have been even more careful. 。 。"I support my sister's point of view. I've never opposed you finding a boyfriend from the beginning, and I still don't oppose it now." 。"

Qin Jingyi also hurriedly stated her position. She wasn't angry about her aunt's love, but rather her identity 。"I..." Qin Lan wanted to speak but stopped, yet Qin Jingwen knew what she was worried about. 。"Auntie, you and I are in the same situation" 。We just need to keep a level head and be prepared for the worst-case scenario. 。Don't dwell on what's left, don't worry too much. 。"Didn't you just say that we could still continue with our previous plan, this is the worst case scenario anyway. 。Qin Jingwen knew that her aunt and she shared the same worry, worrying that she wouldn't be able to integrate into the Qiao family, worrying that the Qiao family didn't even plan to accept them. 。So their plan remained on standby, providing a backup option should things go awry. 。Qin Jingwen's persuasion had a certain effect, and Qin Lan didn't refuse. 。Qin Lan could feel the child's sincerity. If she insisted on refusing, she was afraid of letting down the child's painstaking efforts. 。She was happy, and the children watching were also delighted. With someone to rely on and someone to shelter them, the children could confidently go out and find their own happiness. 。For over twenty years, she waited with love and gave herself a chance, giving an account of her efforts over the past two decades. 。stion don't ask for now, when I figure out how to deal with it, I will discuss it with you. " 。“You mentioned this matter, Dad still wants you to put in effort,” 。I won't be around for a while. If yo...