Chapter 1405: How Can I Live If You're Dead

gyi any further. 。But he absolutely cannot watch Qin Jingwen continue to live here. 。This wasn't her original intention for making the space vacant. 。"No need " 。If you had any heart, you would help m...“Wenwen, let’s go find a quiet place to talk properly. It's time to end these twenty-plus years of things.”

Jo Yu cautiously opened her mouth, and when Qin Jingwen called to stop, she also realized the seriousness of the situation. She finally understood where her unease came from, and even more so why Qin Jingwen chose to meet at her mother's place of suicide. 。"Let's talk right here. Our grievances begin here, and they end here." 。Qin Jingwen believes that the place she chose is the best and it's a quiet, couldn't be quieter place. 。After Qin Jing's gentle voice fell, she took another step back. 。However, this small step almost scared Qiao Shunchen's soul away. 。 "Standing there " 。Because he was afraid, Qiao Shunchen uncontrollably increased his volume. 。"At this point, why are you still threatening me Didn't you get your revenge The rest I'll take care of immediately." 。"Qin Jingwen's words revealed her sense of hopelessness, confirming the unease and fear in Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yuzheng's hearts." 。"Wenwen...""Wenwen..."The two colleagues, brother and sister, tried to persuade Qin Jingwen to come back, but just as they opened their mouths, Qin Jingwen stopped them. 。 “Listen to me finish my story” 。Today, between us, we... should say, our two families must put an end to this twenty-year feud. I don't want my two children to be affected by these things. 。Qin Jingwen's voice was crisp and decisive, proving only one thing: she had made all the preparations and thought through the final outcome. 。Over two days, I figured out the grudges and grievances that had accumulated over twenty years. It's all because I wanted to make things right for everyone, especially her two children. 。With the matter resolved, her two children can continue to live peacefully. 。" Qiao Yujie, your sudden change in attitude towards me, and slapping me..." 。"For so many days I've been wondering why, what did I do wrong" "Now I know, my mistake was being the daughter of a Qin soldier" 。Qin Jingwen knew that saying these things was pointless now, but she still wanted to make everything clear so that her debts could be settled properly. 。"Warm Warm, I'm sorry, sister was wrong. 。"Sister, I'm the one who..."

" Qiao Yu Jie, you are right, it's all my fault. "

And Qiao Shunchen, you do all of this because I am from the Qin family. You hate all members of the Qin family. 。Qin Jingwen didn't want to hear what the two siblings had to say because it was both sour and bitter to her ears. 。"Yeah, my parents overprotected my aunt, so your mother never got to vent her anger or release the pain in your hearts." 。They were wrong, so they paid for their mistakes with their lives. 。" You, Joe Shun Chen 。Having tortured me for so long, it's about time I paid you back for your twenty years of suffering. My heart should be somewhat balanced now. 。"The rest... there's only my aunt's life debt owed to your family left. 。" I still, I repaid for my aunt " 。Anyway, I'm just one person. If my life can make all of you let go of your hatred, it's worth it. 。Qin Jingwen had lost all hope and no longer had the courage to live, nor the will to face reality. 。When she was tired and in pain, there wasn't even a place to shelter from the wind and rain. She couldn't bear this kind of sorrowful reality. 。"Qin Jingwen, you don't owe me this. This life isn't yours to give..." Qiao Shunchen was flustered and panicked. He never expected Qin Jingwen to call him over for the purpose of ending everything with her life... 。He didn't know what he could do to stop Qin Jingwen, only that he was panicked and afraid she would really jump. 。"Don't be hypocritical, in your eyes all this is my fault, it's what I owe you" 。Your actions have already spoken volumes, you've all been hiding things from me, haven't you Just so I would take the blame for everything. 。Qin Jingwen found Qiao Shunchen's words amusing. What was the point of arguing at this point 。"Since my parents passed away, I've walked a path of thorns all the way to where I am now, but I have nothing left." 。

I am all alone.

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Just imagining himself as an utterly orphaned child, Qin Jingwen's heart began to tremble " 。Her heart has always been very healthy, but at this moment she really couldn't bear it. 。"For so many years I've worked hard, been positive, and persevered. I bravely faced all the hardships, but in the end, after all my effort and persistence, it was all for nothing." 。This time it's completely empty, even my sister isn't me anymore. Can you guys understand this kind of misery 。"Qin Jingwen's emotions were a bit agitated. She knew that Qiao Shunchen didn't care about these things at all, she just couldn't help but feel sorry for herself. 。"I know, I know, I know all about your hardships." 。I was wrong, everything is my fault. 。"Wen Wen, come over here so we can talk properly" There was no other thought in Qiao Shunchen's mind, he just wanted Qin Jingwen to not stand in such a dangerous place. 。Right now, he was filled with fear and panic because having gone through such pain once, if it happened again, he was afraid he might jump from here as well. 。"You're not wrong, you only have hate in your heart." 。"I am your mother, I saved your life, and you have shown no mercy. Do not talk about right or wrong." 。You hate me, even now as I would give my life to repay you, you still hate me with all your being. 。You hate me not for what I've done, but because I am Qin. I am Qin Lan's niece. 。Everything else is just an excuse you're using to get revenge on me. 。Qin Jingwen didn't believe Qiao Shunchen's apology. His so-called apology was a lie, just to keep her alive and continue to torment her. 。He wanted to continue, he wasn't finished yet, but she couldn't take it anymore. 。In her eyes, death was preferable to being tormented by him. End it all, she thought. She would die at his hands anyway; better to have a swift end. 。"Whew..."Qin Jingwen took a deep breath, allowing the excitement from just now to settle down. 。Joe Shunchen, no matter how you feel about what I did before, I want to tell you that everything I did was done with a clear conscience. 。I advise you to give up on hate. I'm going to introduce my aunt to my uncle, and there are many other things that Qiao Yujie and my uncle and the chairman have asked me to do. 。"I promised them this too, so that you could get better and better, and live a more relaxed and carefree life. " 。There is no ill intention, and I have no desire to scheme against you. 。“ After thinking about it, I still think it’s best to explain. Explaining things clearly will help you understand why Qin Jingwen left.” 。"Wen Wen is right, these things are indeed what everyone asked her to help with. Shun Chen, you can't misunderstand Wen Wen." 。" Qiao Yu hurriedly confirmed Qin Jingwen's words, confirming that everything Qin Jingwen said was true. 。"Winn, come here quickly, sis wants to have a chat with you. " 。There are some things you don't know, sis. I'm going to tell you everything. 。

Sister was wrong, sister misunderstood you. Can you give me a chance to explain

Taking this opportunity, Qiao Yu quickly persuaded him to apologize as soon as possible. 。No matter what, no matter how, as long as we can get Qin Jingwen over here, that's the most important thing. 。"No need to explain, explaining won't solve anything." 。I shall not die, the hatred you harbor for your aunt in your hearts will never disappear. 。" Qiao Shunchen, before I die, I have one request, I hope you will do it no matter what. " 。"My aunt loved Uncle Joe her whole life. No matter how unforgivable her past mistakes were, I will make amends to you all on her behalf." 。Please also forgive your aunt after you receive compensation and let your aunt and Uncle Joe be together. 。"They haven't had it easy, they've been lonely for over twenty years because of love, so please don't make things difficult for them." 。Qin Jingwen expected Qiao Shunchen to agree. As long as he agreed, she would definitely be able to do it. As long as her aunt and Uncle Qiao could be together, her death would be worthwhile. 。 “These things we…” "Will you just say yes or no to me" 。Qin Jingwen wanted the answer, she didn't want to hear an extra word. 。Agree 。Jo Shun-chen how dare he refuse, even to Qin Jingwen's request he hadn't yet had time to think 。At this moment, nothing else matters. What's important is that Qin Jingwen is alive. 。“Thank you" 。Qin Jingwen felt relieved and for the last time believed Qiao Shunchen could keep his word. 。“There’s one more thing you have to promise me” 。"If I didn't send Jingyi abroad to study, she would have really gone to join the military. 。This was the second thing Qin Jingwen requested, and it wasn't difficult for Qiao Shunchen at all. Besides, Qin Jingyi was his own younger sister. 。“This, too, I promise” 。Joe Shun-chen responded proactively. 。And lastly, take good care of the children and let them grow up healthy. 。After I die, tell my child that I died in a car accident while traveling. 。“ This was Qin Jingwen's last request, a request filled with too much reluctance and helplessness. 。However, the last question Qin Jingwen didn't wait for Qiao Shunchen's answer. She believed that without her, Qiao Shunchen could take good care of both children. 。"Go on, go down and wait for me" 。Your mother died in front of you, and I died in front of you. 。Your mother is mangled and bloody, I can break myself into pieces by jumping so high. 。You're all worse off than your own mothers, so this makes you feel better 。Qin Jingwen's reply came before Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yu could even react. She directly stepped onto the wall, 。However, this action terrified Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yu. 。Qin Jingwen, come down for me. 。 Qiao Shunchen's voice changed, trembling with panic and desperation. He shouted so loudly that the veins on his neck stood out. 。Come down, come down here. 。How can I live if you are dead 。" I was wrong. I really was wrong. I'm an asshole, I shouldn't have done those things to you " 。Give me a chance, please don't leave like this. 。" Qin Jingwen stood still, neither jumping down nor walking up. 。< Qiao Shunchen's eyes were red-rimmed, his voice trembling uncontrollably > 。He felt a fear he had never experienced before, terrified that Qin Jingwen would disappear from his life. 。His mother's departure had caused him pain for over twenty years, if Qin Jingwen left in this way, his life would be over. 。"You're right, these are my aunt's mistakes, my mistakes. 。My aunt made you lose your mother, and we are the ones who should repay this debt. 。I am now a solitary individual. Whether I live or die is of no consequence to me. As long as you all are happy, this helpless and forlorn person can find some value in existence. 。"Go on, go down and wait there." 。No matter what Qiao Shunchen says now, it can't change Qin Jingwen's idea. 。This world has nothing left to keep her, besides children. 。She still wants to be by her parents' side. Only they truly care for her, and only they can make her feel warm. 。"No, I'm not going down" 。If you insist on dying, I'll accompany you. After all, if you die, me living would be a loss anyway. 。As Qiao Shunchen couldn't persuade Qin Jingwen, he could only make a final attempt. 。If this last resort still fails to persuade, then he will jump down with Qin Jingwen. 。Joe Shunchen's actions were even quicker. As soon as he finished speaking, he was already standing on the wall not far from Qin Jingwen. 。What do you want to do, all come down here. 。"Don't you want children anymore Are you really willing to let them grow up without a father or mother" Qiao Yu shouted helplessly. 。 party, and this time, Qiao Shunchen should taste some bitterness. 。Jo Shun-chen put down the phone. The harvest wasn't big, but at least he knew she was out on business. 。If it's a business matter,...