Chapter 1219: Abandoning the Entire City

shouldn't go. Don't worry, next time you get drunk and come looking for me, I won't take you anywhere. 。" Qin Jingwen stubbornly answered, Qiao Shunchen regretted it, but for her it wasn't a regretf...Work ended quickly, Qin Jingwen did not return to Qiao Shunchen's office. She was afraid that Qiao Shunchen and Song Xinzhe's conversation hadn't finished yet, and she was afraid that Qiao Shunchen would spend time avoiding her. 。But she still cared about this matter very much and wanted to make sure if Qiao Shunchen really remembered something. 。She didn't want to think about what she was remembering, she just wanted to be sure if Qiao Shunchen disliked her involvement in his past. 。Qin Jingwen was on her way back to her company, driving and starting a phone call with Kou Dan using the car's built-in system. 。She first briefly told him about Qiao Shunchen's situation, and then waited for Kedan's analysis. 。"If the headache came on so suddenly, I think it must be remembering some past things. " 。Have you asked him

Kedan gave such an analysis very directly, she didn't think much about it, thinking that Qiao Shunchen and Qin Jingwen were together at this moment 。I thought Qiao Shunchen was letting Qin Jingwen call to ask about the reason because he had a headache. 。" Without asking, we were all busy working and didn't continue the discussion. " 。I called you because I'm not at ease. 。Qin Jingwen wouldn't talk nonsense about things she wasn't sure of. Since Qiao Shunchen hadn't told her personally, she naturally couldn't answer Ke Dan. 。"You guys are too dedicated, you're still working even with such a severe headache." 。"Ask him yourself, if his memory recovers, there's nothing to worry about. 。Kou Dan now realized, knowing that the two of them hadn't been together they were thinking towards the bad side. 。But it was too late, the important words were already spoken, and even if she realized, she couldn't take them back. 。"Okay, I will ask him when I get home tonight." 。"How are you doing, still going well " 。Is there anything you are not used to 。Qin Jingwen knew what she wanted to know, and had confirmed what she needed to. There was no need to continue this topic. 。Then she began to care about Kou Dan. 。"No, I'm fine, everything is going well." 。" Wenwen, I've been to two provinces in the past few days and had a great time. " 。I feel that this is a bit more free, without the constraints of working hours. 。Speaking of herself now, Kou Dan has a lot to say. 。Apart from occasionally remembering Chikawa when I'm alone, the rest of the time is filled with freedom and relaxation. 。"This is so good, you probably don't want to leave, do you" 。Qin Jingwen could feel Kou Dan's joy, she could feel that her mood had improved a lot. 。The previous feeling of oppression at home seems to have vanished, leaving only simplicity and purity. 。It's not that I don't want to go back, it's just that I can't. 。I've visited two provinces, and they both want me to stay. With this much popularity, why would I go back 。There wasn't a trace of longing for City B in Kou Dan's words. Even though that city held the person she loved most, she didn't show even a sliver of hesitation. 。Is this the obvious manifestation of not loving someone Is this the basic attitude of giving up on a person 。After I've visited all the places on this itinerary and had time to reflect... 。Which province suits me best, I'll stay in the one with the highest quality of life. 。" City B... I'm not going back. " 。This time she hesitated for a moment, because she thought of Chi Chuan. 。However, thinking about Chi Chuan's attitude towards her, she became even more determined to leave City B. 。"So sure This is typical of someone giving up an entire city because of one person..." 。Think carefully, there are too many choices in a person's life, be sure to be rational. 。Qin Jingwen had to persuade her, she didn't want Kou Dan to be affected by Chi Chuan and influence her own career. 。"Wenwen, if it were you, you would also be disappointed by this city and leave. " 。"Before, my social circle was very narrow, always revolving around Chi Chuan. " 。Wherever he is transferred to, I will strive to do my best and follow his transfer. 。"

My fervent belief no longer exists, although I feel disappointed and wronged. After walking out, I realized that everything was beautiful, and I discovered that my life is not just about Chi Chuan. I can live better, and my circle of life can expand infinitely>>> 。"

Koudan's words carry her longing for the future and her farewell to the past

Although I also imagine living an ordinary and peaceful life like many people 。But no one gave her the opportunity to do so, she could only integrate herself into a larger circle and continue to be active in society. 。"You came out of this relationship..." 。"Qin Jingwen was somewhat incredulous and also envied Kou Dan's rapid transformation in roles. 。She knew that one day she would leave Qiao Shunchen, and she would walk away without any regrets, because there was no point in lingering. The pain would be hers alone. 。Now she only wishes she could be like Kou Dan, with a heart that is fearless in the face of anything. 。"No, I'm so wronged, and I've persisted for so many years, how could I possibly forget so quickly." 。If I said I forgot, then my love for him is false or not as deep as I imagined myself. 。“Actually, my reaction is normal. It’s just that my work now is more fulfilling and joyful, allowing me to not think about him most of the time.” 。This way, forgetting him is only a matter of time. 。Kou Dan said it very confidently, because during this time she hadn't faced Chi Chuan and hadn't been affected by his emotions. 。This way, she believed that she and Chikawa would recover their original simple relationship of senior and junior students, and start a relationship as superiors and subordinates or colleagues. 。"Since you understand things so clearly, I feel at ease. Work hard and enjoy life, and I'll be waiting for you to come back with a peaceful mind." 。Qin Jingwen grew increasingly envious of Kou Dan's carefree nature. Loving someone meant saying it, without forgetting or avoiding it. 。She is very honest and straightforward. Only by living like this can she feel relaxed and stress-free. 。Joe Shunchen wasn't in a good mood that day. He managed to get through work, but those fragmented memories from the past wouldn't let him go, tormenting him all day long. 。After work, I wanted to call Qin Jingwen and ask her out for dinner. I also wanted to explain what happened today. 。But thinking of Qin Jingwen reminded me of the house she bought, leading me to wonder why it was such a coincidence that she purchased that particular house. 。Lost in thought, Qiao Shunchen unknowingly drove his car to the Qin Jun family's villa. 。No, it should now be said to be Qin Jingwen's villa. 。Standing at the front door of the villa, Qiao Shunchen's heart began to tighten. 。Looking at the open gate and the tidy courtyard, Qiao Shunchen thought of what had happened over twenty years ago. 。When he first came here, he was only 12 years old. He didn't know much, but he knew he had to make Qin Lan leave her father and warn her that destroying other people's families would have bad consequences. 。This was the first time he and his sister came looking for him, and it would also be their last time seeing Qin Lan. 。From then on, whenever anyone came looking for him, it wasn't Qin troops who came to meet them, but rather the wives of the Qin troops who would come out and brush them off. Occasionally, they would even bring along a little girl of seven or eight years old. 。It was precisely because the Qin army kept Qin Lan safe and sound that her mother had nowhere to go, and in desperation, she chose to commit suicide. 。Therefore, all of this should be borne by the Qin army alone. 。"How did you get here"Jo Shunchen remained silent, lost in the past. His furrowed brows betrayed his plunge back into the vortex of hatred. 。It was also at this moment that Qin Jingwen's voice suddenly appeared, pulling him back. 。"Ah..." Qiao Shunchen looked at Qin Jingwen in surprise. He didn't expect her to be here either. 。"I happened to be passing by, and I remembered that you bought this house, so I came to take a look." 。“

Joe Shunchen responded carelessly, because he didn't know how to answer, he could only lie >>> 。“How are you here Didn't you go home after work” Qiao Shunchen asked Qin Jingwen back. 。The question doesn't matter, what you ask doesn't matter, the important thing is to give yourself a chance to breathe, take a deep breath to relax your nerves. 。“I will come this afternoon... Come over here and tidy things up a bit.” 。Actually, Qin Jingwen was in a bad mood and didn't want to go home and see Qiao Shunchen. She just wanted to be alone for a while. 。 。The gate was open, but Qiao Shunchen just stood there without any reaction. Qin Jingwen couldn't understand why he came over, so she came out to greet him. 。"Oh... Don't clean it up yourself, just hire a cleaning company." 。Joe Shun-chen's mood didn't improve much. Looking at this villa, he could deeply understand what it meant to be breathless. 。"It's all packed up. Jing Yi and I will come over to tidy things up when we have time. It's almost done, you don't need to find a housekeeper" 。"Qin Jingwen came over just to clear her head, just to relieve the depression and disappointment caused by Qiao Shunchen. " 。Anything like cleaning, it's just a temporary topic. 。"Come in, tonight..." "No, I have something to do first." 。Qin Jingwen felt that since Qiao Shunchen had already found this, she might as well invite him in to have a look. 。This is the house she grew up in, he should be very interested in this place, and probably would like to hear her stories from childhood to adulthood. 。Before Qin Jingwen could finish her invitation, Qiao Shunchen flatly refused. 。He didn't even give Qin Jingwen a chance to doubt, and walked away. 。Qin Jingwen's inexplicable feeling was only visible to her alone. She stood there, staring at Qiao Shunchen's leaving figure, watching him get into the car and drive away. 。How could this be I just happened to pass by and take a look. Aren't you at least curious about the inside, instead of just looking at the outside 。This question should be asked of Qiao Shunchen, but he's already gone. Qin Jingwen can only ask herself. 。But when he asked himself what use it was, he disliked the house. He didn't like this house, and he didn't like the home where he had grown up either, and there was nothing he could do about it. 。Qin Jingwen's mood was once again affected by Qiao Shunchen's reaction, and she even felt that the relationship between herself and Qiao Shunchen was slowly drifting apart. 。Just now during that short exchange, Qin Jingwen felt a sense of awkwardness and embarrassment. 。And Qiao Shunchen also reflected his alienation. 。Why did he suddenly change Why did I feel so strange around him 。Has he retrieved all his memories with that girl Has he already determined that the girl he deeply loves is her Or is his current preoccupation finding her 。Go for it if you like. 。Only when his heart settles will everything make sense. 。Thinking of this, Qin Jing's mouth twitched with a sour and bitter feeling. Now, the most important thing for her wasn't to investigate her family matters, but to be prepared to break up with Qiao Shunchen at any time. 。Their love with Qiao Shunchen had never been stable from the beginning to the end, in fact, this predetermined that they were not destined to be husband and wife. 。They came together, it could be said, in a deal made for the sake of their children and their work. 。Now that the child is almost adapted, they can also understand many things. 。As for work, Qin Jingwen's existence has already become quite insignificant. 。It's time to call it quits, to end this deal. 。self to be strong and composed. 。All of this stems from love, from her humble unrequited affection 。" Qiao Shunchen, you bastard, why did you have to appear in this world What did I owe you in my past...