Chapter 405: Mental Struggle
outside the carriage.In the carriage, Li Ting'er kept looking at Qin Luoyan's face, "Sister, you are so beautiful."Qin Luoyan had originally been lowering her head, and upon hearing her words, she re...Yin Qi fell silent. Of course, he knew Qin Luo Yan was using her beauty to charm him, but... Looking at Qin Luo Yan's hopeful expression and those bright, twinkling eyes, he couldn't bring himself to refuse.
He couldn't bear to refuse, but he also couldn't agree. This time he came to Man Country, he was only in contact with Lin Qingfeng. Because of Qin Luoyan, he followed to the capital of Man Country, which was already inappropriate. His identity was also known by Zuocheng. All these things were huge mistakes for him.
However, for her, he was willing to make mistakes again and again. He could do a lot for her, but not sacrificing his entire future. He and she could quietly leave the Barbarian Kingdom as two people. If he saved those women, it would be difficult for him to leave the Barbarian Kingdom.
So, Yin Qi only had his lips tremble, but he couldn't bring himself to say yes.
"Fine, I shouldn't have expected anything from someone like you anyway." Qin Luoyan withdrew her hopeful gaze and no longer looked at Yin Qi.
An eerie silence once again descended upon the carriage.
Although Yisheng was awake, he was still very weak and kept falling asleep intermittently. He did not participate in the conversation between the two this time.
Qin Luoyan carefully covered Yingsheng with a blanket, and suddenly heard faint crying sounds outside the carriage. The cries were very far away, as if coming from the direction of the manor.
She was taken aback and quickly raised the curtain again to look back.
At first glance, she was so shocked that she couldn't speak. In the distance, Taifei's courtyard was filled with thick smoke and raging fire, and faint cries came from within the flames.
"This...what's going on..." Qin Luoyan's face was pale, her whole body weak and drained of energy. She turned her head and glared fiercely at Yin Qi, "It's you It's you who did this!"
She nearly spat out her words, her face contorted with anger. She'd always known these people in power had hearts of stone, but she still couldn't accept the way they treated innocent lives like nothing.
She had seen their cruelty before, but every time she saw life pass away so pitifully, she couldn't help but roar and hate!
"It wasn't me." Yin Qi was startled by her expression and quickly explained, "It must have been Zhao Cheng's people. Weng Sheng's identity absolutely cannot be revealed. Only a dead person's mouth can keep secrets, so he would..."
"Just to protect a single message, so many people were burned alive" Qin Luoyan couldn't accept this reason.
Yin Qi remained silent, but watching Qin Luo Yan's expression like this made his heart feel heavy and uncomfortable.
“Stop! Stop! I have to go back and save them!” Qin Luoyan was furious. She knew that with someone like Yin Qi, who held a position of power, their views would never align. What seemed ordinary to him felt absolutely unbearable to her. She roared, then flung open the carriage door, intending to grab the driver’s arm.
This was a carriage racing forward, the driver like a helmsman, never daring to be careless. Qin Luoyan's movement startled the driver, his hand holding the reins trembled, causing the carriage to lurch. If he hadn't controlled it in time, the carriage would have nearly overturned.
Yin Qi hurriedly pulled her back and slammed the carriage door shut. "You can't save them even if you go!"
Yisheng was also awakened by her voice. Opening his eyes, he saw Qin Luoyan's tense expression and immediately lost his sleepiness. He asked alertly, "Sister, what happened"
Qin Luoyan bit down on Yin Qi's wrist with fury, until the metallic taste of blood filled her mouth, then she released him. "Whether or not you can save him is one thing," she said, "but whether or not you will is another!"
Blood stained her red lips, making her face even more alluring. Her eyes were filled with a thick disdain that made Yin Qi's heart ache again.
"It's hopeless! Why bother to see the most gruesome scene and live in its shadow for life" Yin Qi said coldly.
Qin Luoyan's eyes gradually turned red, and she roared: "You... you men who live for power, are you all like this In order to stand higher, you have no relatives or friends, and you can do everything that is inhumane"
Yin Qi swallowed nervously, ignoring the wound on his wrist. He just let the blood flow freely as he suddenly raised his eyes, "Fu Zimo is that kind of person, but you... fell in love with him, didn't you"
Fu Zi Mo...
Qin Luo'yan heard Fu Zi Mo's name at this moment, and her heart ached even more. Yes, Fu Zi Mo was also someone who wouldn't hesitate to use any means necessary. It was just that he had different feelings for her compared to others. Wasn't it Perhaps because he was also such a person deep down, that's why he and she couldn't end up together in the end
In a single sentence, Yin Qi made Qin Luo Yan question her previous understanding of him. Her face paled, the cries seemed to be getting farther away, yet she felt them growing clearer, as if right beside her ear, filling her entire sensory world.
Qin Luoyan mumbled to herself in a daze, as if lost in her own world. Sometimes she would cry listlessly, sometimes she would laugh listlessly, and occasionally between her mutterings, there would be bursts of heart-wrenching cries.
The confusion in her eyes filled Yixing with worry as he watched. He quickly tugged on her arm and growled, "Sister! Don't overthink it. Although Fu Zimu isn't a good person, he hasn't done anything like this massacre, right Think carefully, when he kills, it's either people who have provoked him, or on the battlefield. He is domineering, but his domineering is open and aboveboard, he has never stooped to such underhanded tactics, right"
One person, the most afraid of is losing their true self. Many mentally ill patients are because of a certain thing they can't figure out, tangled in their hearts before getting sick. Qin Luo's current situation is like that. If she falls into her own vicious cycle and can't get out, once her thinking becomes chaotic, it is also a terrifying thing.
Although Wingsheng doesn't understand all the reasons, he has experienced the feeling of being consumed by fire. His reaction back then is too similar to Qin Luoyan's now, so he's afraid something might happen to her.
Perhaps it was Yì Shēng's terror that finally made Yin Qí realize the severity of the problem. He hadn't expected that simply venting his displeasure would hit Qin Luò Yān's soul at its most vulnerable point. If he harmed her because of this, he would never forgive himself for a lifetime.
"Luo Yan, Luo Yan..." Yin Qi called out her name in a low voice, shaking her shoulders violently with both hands.
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