Chapter 684: A Heart Not Its Own

t pitiful in front of Xue Yao. 。But his heart was really sour, so sour, tears welled up uncontrollably. 。Just then, Chu Yang exerted himself and pulled Xue Yao to his side, extending his long arm to...Qin Jingwen first took a hot shower, then carefully walked out of the bedroom wrapped in a bath towel. 。Upon entering the living room, Qin Jingwen took out Qiao Shunchen's diary from his bag. 。Qin Jingwen didn't want to look at anything in front of her, she just wanted to turn around and leave. 。But she found that the diary seemed to be empty. 。If it's empty, let's start from the first page of records. 。However, when she opened the first page, she realized it wasn't empty. It just had so few words that she hadn't noticed. 。The first page had the date, and then the words "The first day of breaking up with Qin Jingwen". After reading the first page, Qin Jingwen's heart ached. She quickly flipped to the second page. 。The second page read "The day after breaking up with Qin Jingwen".Then Qin Jingwen kept flipping backward, each page only had these words, the rest was blank. 。"... until the last page, it read: 'One hundred and eighteen days since breaking up with Qin Jingwen.'" "Qin Jingwen's heart ached deeply. She was touched by his actions. Why did he record these things Was it to prevent himself from forgetting about the breakup, or to reminisce about their love""Qin Jingwen's eyes welled up, but she couldn't find an answer. Because she no longer knew if his heart was cold or warm, if it was love or hate, maybe even joy, or perhaps gratitude..." 。Thanks to her mistakes, thanks to the excuse she gave him for breaking up. 。Qin Jing calmed her emotions, then took out a pen and began to record for today. 。On Month Day, X, one hundred and nineteenth day after breaking up with Qin Jingwen. 。Today I went to B University with Ye Wen for class. After class, we ran into Qin Jingwen at the school gate...Qin Jingwen wrote down what happened today, but she didn't write about Qiao Shunchen staying here or her making him noodles and him eating them all up, not even the broth. 。He didn't write about him sleeping here. 。These things Qin Jingwen hoped he would forget, hoping it wouldn't affect his mood 。Finally, Qin Jingwen stuck the paper she had written onto her diary according to Qiao Shunchen's request. 。Ye Wen didn't know how many times she had fallen into a dilemma. Every time she wanted to give up on Qiao Shunchen, something new would happen, making her have a fresh desire for him again. 。This time too, after knowing that Qiao Shunchen and Qin Jingwen had completely broken up, and feeling Qiao Shunchen's attitude towards her again, she once again wavered in her resolve. 。When she thought about the scene at the school gate last night, Ye Wen felt that Qiao Shunchen still had feelings for her. 。When Qin Jing spoke up for Qiao Shunchen in front of Wen Mian, it showed Qiao Shunchen's attitude. He still leaned towards his own... 。"Where'd you go Didn't you say you were taking the kids out to play today" Ye Wen was daydreaming on the sofa in the living room, lost in thought about last night's events. 。Suddenly, I was called back to my senses by Ye Dad. 。“Oh, Mom is changing Anna's clothes. I'll take her out when she's done.” 。" Leaves Wen's simple answer >>> 。Father Ye sighed and then sat beside Ye Wen. 。He spoke earnestly. 。"Wenvwen, actually this period of time I've always wanted to talk to you..." 。Since you've chosen Anna, take good care of her and raise her well. 。What has happened in the past is gone. Let us let it go and focus on living well in the present and future. 。These were words that his father had long wanted to say, but he just never found the time or the right opportunity. 。No matter what Ye Wen had done in the past, the fact that she decided to keep the child made Ye Dad not only supportive but also very pleased. 。This action is enough to prove that Ye Wen is not the kind of person who would abandon even her own daughter. 。“Wenvwen, actually people in this life live for the next generation. 。 。There's no one more important in life than a child. You could say that most of your life is dedicated to them. 。So all the other things are irrelevant and shouldn't be influenced by others. 。" The other people Ye's father was referring to were Qiao Shunchen, that is Jonny, and all the men besides them. " 。He said these things because he didn't want Ye Wen to disrupt her peaceful life because of any man, and he certainly didn't want her to end up with someone like Jonny, a bad guy, who would ruin her future. 。"Dad, I understand what you mean." 。I will take good care of the child. 。" Ye Wen knows everything, and she also knows that the current comfort is not easy to come by. " 。But humans always have a base side, and it's hard to control oneself in the face of temptation. 。"Now our life is pretty good, the whole family is together, happy and cheerful. Nothing can change this situation anymore." 。Only in this kind of environment can a child grow up healthily and develop a sound heart. 。We made mistakes in the past, but we can't afford to make them again. 。 。"Father Ye was still worried and entrusted, fearing that Ye Wen would continue to lose her way on the road ahead. 。"Dad, just rest assured, I will take good care of the child." 。" Ye Wen still only answered her father with a few simple words, but her heart was still filled with uncertainty. 。Although she understood her father's words, there was always a voice in her heart that contradicted him. 。She even had a thought of solving everything, even wanting Joe Shunchen to accept all her past. 。Although she knew it was a fantasy, she still harbored hope. 。

Unable to give up her child, she also had an unwillingness to let go of everything about Qiao Shunchen. If these two thoughts could be combined, that would be the true success of her life.

It's... just getting harder and harder. 。Qin Jingwen had not returned to the Qiao family since she left, but today she had to go back. 。Regarding Yang Jie's follow-up on this cooperation case, an important meeting will be held today. Qin Jingwen must attend this meeting. 。On her way to Qiao's, Qin Jingwen kept thinking, hoping she wouldn't run into Su Qin, or Li Mo, or Ye Wen. 。She didn't want to see any of these women, and there was one man she least wanted to see—Joe Shunchen. 。She hoped, she prayed that Qiao Shunchen had important clients to meet today or a sudden business trip. 。t this point she could do anything, as long as Qiao Shunchen wouldn't hurt Qiao Dexiang's feelings. " 。"Then I'll have dinner first, and we can talk after." 。After Qiao Shunchen finished speaking, he...