Full Moon works

Chapter 431: Reflection

    

Song Xinzhe spoke as he put down the small table and arranged the dinner one by one on it. 。 “Sorry to trouble you again. I’ll come earlier tomorrow so you can leave work earlier.” 。"Qin Jingwen's f...Qin Jingwen apologized with anger, but after she finished

She still walked past Joe Shunchen and headed towards the bus stop. 。

“Winn, can you listen to my explanation”

Qiao Shunchen once again pulled Qin Jingwen. Listening to Qin Jingwen's words, he felt that he was too selfish and only cared about his own thoughts, ignoring the pain in Qin Jingwen’s heart>>> 。"Explain what What's there to explain" 。< Qiao Shunchen, you're a smart person, but don't think of me as a fool. > 。You know your abilities best, even if everyone in the hot pot restaurant is filming and spreading rumors, you can still silence them. 。So your explanation isn't an excuse at all. 。"Luo Zhenghao's words, we both heard them. He asked her to come apologize, but has she said anything about apologizing to me" Qin Jingwen questioned Qiao Shunchen, her emotions getting a little out of control. Her words left Qiao Shunchen speechless. 。"Winnie, she apologized to you at the hospital that day, and I..." Qiao Shunchen tried to make amends, but he found himself utterly clueless at this moment. 。"Is that an apology then Didn't you hear them on the recording in your office" 。That was him afraid I would make a big deal out of things, afraid he'd have to apologize to me if I told you about it. 。Joe Shun-chen, that wasn't an apology, that was playing mind games. That was scheming against me. 。"Ye Wen owes me an apology. She's hurt me more than just this one thing, and I think you understand that better than anyone. It's just that you can't bear to see her embarrassed, but you have no qualms about hurting mine." 。Qin Jingwen bit her lips angrily, she wouldn't believe Qiao Shunchen's explanation no matter what, and she never thought that Qiao Shunchen thought such an apology was a sincere repentance. 。It seems like in Qiao Shunchen's heart, she's just someone he casually mentions. 。"I have no right to interfere with your love life, but please think carefully about who you really care about. If you don't like someone, let them go as soon as possible and don't play with other people's feelings." 。"Qin Jingwen said with a pained heart, and directly shook off Qiao Shunchen's hand and quickly left. " 。Joe Shun-chen looked at Qin Jingwen's back, his face full of heartache and remorse. 。Today's incident, he really didn't handle it well. 。He felt sorry for Ye Wen, but not because he still had feelings for her. He was afraid that Ye Wen was truly the person who had saved him. 。If one day he recovers his memory, if Ye Wen is really the person who saved him, he might regret treating his savior so cruelly. 。Qin Jingwen got on the bus, Qiao Shunchen was worried and kept driving behind her. 。Qin Jingwen did not go home, nor did she go to Tang Danni's house. Instead, she changed cars and came to the beach. 。She found a spot to sit down, looking out at the vast ocean, feeling the cool sea breeze, and finally finding some relief from her anger. 。She wished her heart were as vast as the ocean, able to accommodate any degree of resentment and grievance. 。It's a pity that she is just an ordinary person. She can't accept the fact that the one she loves has a fickle heart. She can't control her emotions, can't bear to be heartbroken, and can't swallow her sorrows alone. 。Qin Jingwen thought she still couldn't see how many secrets Qiao Shunchen had, but she could be sure that Qiao Shunchen didn't love her. At most, he just liked 。There is a big difference between liking someone and loving someone. 。Liking someone is a sudden whim, it always passes after the freshness wears off. 。To love someone is for a lifetime, even if you can't be together, you will still protect her happiness forever. 。Obviously, Qiao Shunchen's behavior does not conform to the second kind of >>> 。Since a man doesn't love himself, and since there is no hope for this man, why should one expect him to do anything for oneself, why should one get angry or upset 。Qin Jingwen told herself that Qiao Shunchen wasn't wrong because he had his own thoughts and his own way of measuring things. 。It wasn't Ye Wen's fault, she still loved Qiao Shunchen. There's nothing wrong with fighting for what you love. 。It was her own fault. She had put herself in the wrong place, she had hoped for things she shouldn't have hoped for, and she had coveted people she shouldn't have coveted. 。Yes, it's my fault. Don't ask others to pay for my mistakes anymore. 。Don't get angry because of other people's indifference. 。Besides parents, no one in this world has an obligation to be good to themselves, and no one will unconditionally give for themselves. 。Qin Jingwen looked at the endless ocean. Although her mood was still bitter, it wasn't so painful anymore. 。 。I sat on the beach for a long time. The sea breeze stopped, the sun went home, the streetlights came on, and the big sea fell asleep. 。It's time for her to go home, back to her desolate life, back to controlling her heart, refusing to compete with those who don't care about her. 。Qin Jingwen still took the bus and didn't go home directly. She went to the company to get her car before driving home. 。 Joe Shun-chen had been quietly following Qin Jingwen all along, never disturbing her, until she got on the elevator going home. Only then did Joe Shun-chen feel relieved. 。Their relationship was a little bit better today, but then it cooled down again because of Ye Wen's arrival. 。No, it's not your fault. 。It was his own fault for not handling the relationships well. 。It's no wonder Qin Jingwen remained unconvinced; every word she uttered held undeniable truth, leaving him speechless and unable to offer a single explanation. 。The next day, Qiao Shunchen came to work early. He was thinking that Qin Jingwen might have cooled down a bit today and apologize to him, but after waiting for a long time, Qin Jingwen still didn't come to work. 。 Qiao Shunchen couldn't help but ask the secretary, and only then did he learn that Qin Jingwen was absent from work because she wasn't feeling well. 。Joe Shunchen immediately called Qin Jingwen. 。Qin Jingwen might have caught a cold from the sea breeze. She started to have a fever last night and came to the hospital, where she is now receiving an intravenous infusion. 。"Auntie, I'm fine. You should go home first." 。" Qin Jingwen's fever has subsided. She wants to go to work after getting the injection. " 。"Just leave me alone, the two kids Jing Yi has already been sent to school, I'm not doing anything back home anyway" 。Go ahead and get your shot with peace of mind. 。Aunt's face was full of worry. She wanted to say a few nagging words, but because Qin Jing's complexion looked bad, she didn't say anything. 。You came to keep me company in the middle of the night, you didn't get much rest. Go home and take a nap. 。After I finish getting my shot, I'll go to work. 。Yesterday's events, Qin Jingwen did not tell her aunt. 。One is afraid of worrying their aunt, and the other feels it's unnecessary to say. 。Everything that Qiao Shunchen didn't care about, why should she bother more people 。"Just like that, you go to work Dressed so casually, not even washing your face or putting on makeup" 。Let's go back together. 。Qin Lan didn't feel comfortable leaving Qin Jingwen alone, she thought it would be too lonely for her. 。There are so many men who like Wenwen, especially Qiao Shunchen. 。When Wenwen was sick, none of them appeared. It's really heartbreaking to see. 。"Oh, I've completely forgotten that I came out in the middle of the night." 。"

When Qin Jingwen finished speaking, her phone rang. She picked it up and saw that it was Qiao Shunchen calling, and her heart immediately started racing. " 。She glanced at her aunt, then picked up. 。The phone connected, before Qin Jingwen could even speak, Qiao Shunchen eagerly asked. 。“Are you feeling unwell Are you sick” “It’s nothing, just a bit dizzy” 。I feel much better now, I'll go to work in a while. 。Regarding her own condition, Qin Jing spoke in a light and understated manner. 。It's better not to speak and avoid the misery, because no one will feel sorry for you even if things are bad. 。“Don't come to work, just rest at home.” 。Are you home I'm coming to see you. 。Joe Shun-Chen was still very anxious. After all, he hadn't seen Qin Jingwen in person, and only hearing her voice couldn't tell how serious her illness was. 。"Don't come here, Aunt is at home" 。Let's discuss this at the office later. 。Qin Jingwen hung up the phone after she finished speaking and then switched her phone to silent mode. 。 this..." 。" Jonny burst into tears as he spoke, perhaps due to the alcohol or maybe remembering all these years of his experience, his tears flowed. 。Don't be too sad, Ye Wen has her own reasons fo...