Chapter 103: Restart?

, Qin Jingwen's tears flowed uncontrollably. All that had happened four years ago washed over her like a tidal wave. 。Qin Jingwen tearfully placed the flowers on the tombstone, crouched down, and look...Several people got into the elevator together, putting their things down before they relaxed.

"Why not shop online, it's so convenient to have it delivered to your door" 。Chu Yang watched Qin Jingwen walking alone with two children, carrying so many things, his heart ached. 。"I rarely shop online. As a woman with children, if people constantly came to my door, I would feel unsafe." 。Although I might be overthinking it, it's better to be safe than sorry. 。Qin Jingwen smiled as she spoke, her face showing not the slightest hardship of a woman raising children, nor any complaints. 。"Yeah, being careful is a good thing." 。Chu Yang looked at Qin Jingwen, who was strong and optimistic, feeling endlessly moved. 。She deserves to be happy, she deserves a man who loves her. 。Fate played tricks on her, making her life so tortuous. 。"Have you been busy these past few days I haven't seen you around."Qin Jingwen couldn't even remember how many days it had been since she last saw Chu Yang. It felt like after the classmate reunion, there was a blank in her memory. 。"I just got back from a business trip" 。"Chu Yang went straight home from the airport. He had missed Qin Jingwen quite a bit these past few days." 。"Oh, you just got back Business trips can be tiring. Don't cook tonight, come over to my place for dinner." 。Qin Jingwen's voice fell, and the elevator reached the 18th floor. 。Chu Yang sent Qin Jingwen's things to Qin Jingwen's house before turning around and going home. 。It wasn't until dinner time that Chu Yang came over to eat. 。He took a shower and changed into a light, comfortable house robe. Finally, some of the tiredness from the day faded away. Looking at the plentiful dinner on the table, Chu Yang felt very satisfied. 。He made a hypothesis, if Qin Jingwen was his old love, and if the two children were his, how happy he would be. 。It's a pity that he destroyed this happiness with his own hands. 。Come and eat, it'll get cold soon. 。Qin Jingwen put the last dish on the table and beckoned Chu Yang. 。"It looks so abundant and appetizing, I can't bear to eat it." 。" Chu Yang said jokingly as he sat down. 。"You can't fill your stomach with just beautiful things. You have to eat even if you don't want to, or your stomach will protest." 。Let's have dinner, my two darlings. For mommy's hard work, you must eat more! 。Qin Jingwen's mouth curved into a beautiful arc, her eyes shone with brilliance, and her face was filled with satisfying joy. 。Since learning about Qiao Zixuan's depression, Qin Jingwen hasn't lost her composure in front of her child. 。Okay Mommy 。"

Okay, Auntie " 。"

Okay, WenWen>>> 。Chu Yang also joined in the fun, and everyone laughed constantly. 。Every time Chu Yang is here and Qiao Shunchen is here, the atmosphere is different. 。one is cheerful and energetic, the other is gloomy and indifferent 。The two people were completely different in personality, one warm and the other cold. 。As usual, the two children finished their meal first and went to play in the living room. Only Qin Jing and Chu Yang remained at the table. 。"You should eat a little more " 。"Qin Jing gently admonished Chu Yang. 。"Well, I'll eat a little more " 。It's so delicious, I can't bear to put down my chopsticks. 。"

Chu Yang continued smiling as he spoke >>> 。"Winnie, when did you become such a good cook" 。Your craftsmanship wasn't as good as it is now. 。" Everything was so-so before, of course, not as good as it is now. " 。Since having Haoyue, this child has had a poor appetite and digestion. I've started paying attention to the combination of dishes and trying my best to cook things Haoyue likes. 。With time, things will naturally get better. 。Qin Jingwen's words were more tactful. 。She didn't have to cook before, nor did she ever think about cooking well. 。Since losing her parents, she has become the head of the household and must be good at everything. 。My aunt has asthma, and cooking fumes make her uncomfortable. 。As long as Qin Jingwen is around, she never lets her aunt into the kitchen. 。

With constant practice, one becomes skilled and develops quite a good set of cooking skills.

"Well, that's delicious" 。

The taste of home

Chu Yang unconsciously said " 。Qin Jingwen raised her eyes for a glance, then calmly retracted her gaze. 。The taste of home, where is home From the moment she was abandoned by Chu Yang, she had given up on the idea of home and severed ties with happiness. 。Chu Yang saw Qin Jingwen's dejection and knew it wasn't easy for her to raise a child alone. 。He had a sudden urge to protect her for the rest of his life, even if Qin Jingwen brought her children with her. He wanted to give her happiness and a warm home. 。Joe Shun-chen put down his chopsticks, his heart pounding wildly. He didn't know whether he should say it or not, but now he couldn't control himself anymore. 。"Wynn, shall we start over"Chu Yang, in order not to frighten Qin Jingwen, could only tentatively open his mouth. 。"What kind of joke is that, how could it possibly start again after it's over" 。How could you be bought by my cooking You want to rescue me from the depths of hellfire"Qin Jingwen said jokingly, because she didn't think Chu Yang was serious. 。Now, Chu Yang is even better than before, in every way he surpasses her. Qin Jingwen can only take his words as a joke. 。"Winnie, I'm serious, I'm not joking. 。“

Chu Yang suddenly became serious. Since he had already spoken, let’s be clear about it.

"。Otherwise, the future self will regret it. 。"Let's turn being serious into a joke, I don't plan on finding a boyfriend, and besides, I have kids, it would be a burden on you." 。" Qin Jing politely refused, everything came too late, and everything that came too late was destined to be out of reach for her. 。"I'm not afraid of having children, I can accept half a month. If she likes me, she won't be my burden." 。I'm sure I'd treat her as…

Chuyu Yang didn't finish the words "my own daughter" before Qin Jingwen interrupted him.

"Chu Yang, I don't just have Half Moon, there's also XuanXuan to take care of" 。He and Song Yien can't live together, I don't want to let Song Yien ruin a child's life. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't directly refuse, afraid of hurting Chu Yang, so she could only find all sorts of excuses. 。However, Qiao Zixuan is indeed one of the reasons why she can't get married. 。

"Wenwen…"

Chu Yang still wanted to try his best, but halfway through his sentence, he stopped.

Joe Xuan is acceptable, but Qiao Shunchen won't allow Xuan Xuan to be with him. Qin Jingwen's reason, he currently has no good solution, even if he said it would be denied the same. 。"Chu Yang, we are friends forever and ever." 。No matter who it is, I will never get married again in my life. 。“That's all Qin Jingwen could say in refusal. Chu Yang was a smart person and would definitely understand her meaning.” 。Qin Jingwen raised the corner of her mouth, but it seemed so helpless. 。Chu Yang is already the past, and the past is just a memory. Memories prove that we can never go back. 。"If you were to marry someone, it would be Qiao Shunchen" 。Chu Yang was guessing that Qin Jingwen's devoted care for Qiao Zixuan was for Qiao Shunchen, so that she could always stay by Qiao Shunchen's side. 。Hearing Chu Yang's words, Qin Jingwen almost immediately grinned. 。"How is that possible Qiao Shunchen and I are like a fairy tale, there's no way we'll ever get married." 。Chu Yang, I just said, this lifetime, I won't marry anyone, and that includes Qiao Shunchen. 。" I'm content to spend my life this way, taking care of my aunt and younger sister with my children. " 。"Qin Jingwen took a deep breath, exhaling the inexplicable pressure in her heart. " 。Then he continued to speak. 。"Possibly because of family turmoil, I don't trust anyone now, especially men. " 。It hasn't been easy making it all these years on my own, but I did it. I don't need anyone's help anymore. 。"Men said to me…" "I'm sorry, Wenwen. This is all my fault." 。Listening to Qin Jingwen's words, Chu Yang felt even more guilty. 。She lost faith in men, and it was his fault, but now it's too late to regret. 。His heart was in turmoil and pain, wishing time could rewind so he could protect her at all costs. 。Wouldn't everything she experienced have been avoided, and Qin Jingwen would never have met Qiao Shunchen 。Qin Jingwen was silent for a moment. 。"Don't blame yourself, it's all fate." 。To be honest, I thought you abandoned me and I really hated you at first, but now I don't blame you. You're a victim too. 。From now on, just don't think about these things anymore. Focus your attention on other women. There's no show here, don't waste all your time on me. 。Although Qin Jingwen couldn't fully understand Chu Yang's feelings at this moment, she felt that his decisiveness was right. 。Just like when we were in college, since it's impossible, I can't give Chu Yang any hope. 。When Qiao Shunchen returned, Qin Jingwen had already finished washing up and gone to bed. 。He pushed open the bedroom door, and the smell of alcohol wafted out. 。Before he even reached the bedside, Qin Jingwen's fragrance wafted to him. 。"I've been drinking." 。" Qin Jing spoke in a gentle and soft voice. 。

"Drink it, not too much"

Qiō Shuòchén threw himself onto the bed, utterly exhausted. 。“Are you still awake and up for listening If you’re too tired, go get some sleep. We can talk tomorrow.” 。"Qin Jingwen got up and started helping Qiao Shunchen take off his clothes, but Qiao Shunchen grabbed her hand and stopped her. " 。You said... 。" Qiao Shunchen's two characters were unwavering. He didn't drink much, only when he was in a bad mood would he seem very tired. 。Then I said 。"I have a medical surgical software in my hands, which can greatly reduce surgical risks and provide a guarantee for patients." 。I want to ask you if you are willing to buy it. If you are not willing, I will sell it to Danyi's company. 。Qin Jingwen didn't directly talk to Qiao Shunchen about Qiao Zixuan, but instead mentioned the software. 。At the beginning, she wanted to establish herself at Qiao Shi, and needed a well-formed work. 。It seems unnecessary now. 。No matter how accomplished she is, no matter how outstanding her work performance, when it's time to leave, she has to go. 。So this software sold first returned part of Uncle Lu's money, so her pressure was much less. 。"As for Joe, your company will give you a bonus and commission as an achievement reward." 。This is more than what you sold it for. 。“When it comes to anything related to the company, Qiao Shunchen is never vague. " 。Although Qin Jingwen's actual application of this software remains to be seen, there is no doubt about her capabilities. 。"Then give it to Qiao Shi" 。“ Qin Jingwen let out a sigh of relief, finally feeling a little lighter. 。"Are you short of money" 。Qin Jingwen looked at Qiao Shunchen's bright eyes, first stunned, then softly spoke 。"Yes, I'm short of money" 。"This was the first time I had such a serious conversation with Joe about money." 。Joe Shunchen always said she was a fraud, so Qin Jingwen tried her best not to mention money, lest it arouse even greater suspicion. 。"Why didn't you say it earlier How much do you need"Joe Shunchen tightened his brow again, his voice turning much colder. 。ke him so much" 。You two were made for each other, why are you torturing yourselves 。Kou Dan couldn't help it, so she asked a few more questions. 。She definitely doesn't know Qin Jingwen's experience...